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I’m thinking about you so much…time doesn’t stop for me My empty heart still can’t find your feelings I can never draw the same picture twice But my emotions are just repeating over and over again Let me listen to your “love song.” I stared at your profile I want to know about you, now that I’ve met you No matter how lonely I get, I have a feeling we’ll meet again I don’t need a reason; I know I can’t turn back With the way it is now, I’ll just become a part of your memory, right? My emotions shone like the depths of tears… Let me listen to your “love song.” Your profile… I understand there’s a person you’re gazing at right in front of you but… Please give me wings and believe that, just as with this song, I swear I’ve decided to accept all the past I hum the “love song”…I want to touch your smiling face Even though I know that there’s someone you’re gazing at My “love song” never ends - I’ve already met you …It never will end… >> Lagu ini yang jadi polemik! Ah, sial! Kenapa haru...

I might be crazy write this post. This idea was appear when I'm on my way home. I was texting with my friend on phone, we talk a lot about some boys. Especially, the boy who always in my heart last 2 years. I couldn't tell you his name. But I'm pretty sure you know him. Ah, speechless. I don't think that I can falling in love with him, unpredictable man. He used to accompany me every night--texting I mean, Lol. But it was fun. We talked unimportant things, sometimes we rowed 'till one of us angry. I remember when he knew something bad about me--he knew it from my friend, he felt angry. He asked me why I did that such a thing. I didn't know what will I answer, so I stop to text him in that night. Next day, when we met each other, he tried not to face me. But I knew, he was staring at me. I'm confused with my feel, so I start to texted him at night. I said sorry, but he still didn't accept it. And I forgot how we can remake our chat. :D

1st subject, Music Menantikan waktu yang pas untuk keluar dari ruang kelas yang meskipun masih pagi, tetapi sangat sumpek. Well , karena mood anak-anak pagi itu sepertinya sedikit tidak fokus dengan what do we want to do next . Meskipun bel sudah memanggil kami untuk keluar, seperti biasa, kami masih asyik dengan kegiatan kami di kelas. Tapi, aku sendiri tak yakin untuk tetap tinggal di kelas. Perilakuku sama sekali tidak menunjukkan bahwa aku betah tinggal di kelas hari itu. Tubuhku sering sekali menjulur ke luar pintu, berharap bisa melihat sebuah bentuk yang sangat aku kagumi di pojok koridor kelas. Yak, karena semua siswa sudah hadir pada waktu itu, kami bergegas keluar kelas. Menuju ruang seni musik yang terletak di dekat lapangan parkir. Kali ini, mataku benar-benar berharap ingin melihat sosoknya. Pagi ini, tidak pernah se'ingin' ini untuk melihatnya. 2nd subject, Indonesisch Kepalaku kembali menjulur-julur. Dia ada di dekatku! Dengan rasa deg-degan aku melangkah melinta...